Alone.

People have this habit of leaving me. What's so fun about it? You have fun by leaving me? Is it so fascinating watching me break down, watching me cry for help as everyone in my life slowly disappears? Does it make you happier seeing me feel so alone? Why? God, just why? You said that you're my Father and you don't wanna hurt me. So why are you doing this? You're hurting me in every single way now.
Perhaps, this is karma. For every sin that I've done. Perhaps, this is pay back time. For all the hurt I've brought to others. Oh Lord, change me. Make me into a better person. Lord, I want to be a better person. I want to be happy. I want to stay happy. I don't wanna stay miserable. I don't wanna cry every single day of my life. I don't want to live this MISERY anymore...
I want good things to happen. Start by giving him back to me will you?


Random pictures below. Not arranged cause I posted using my iPod.