Most of you may know what has been happening to my life and all. And I appreciate all of you care and concerns. I know all of you care for me but I'm really fine now. I mean, I can't stay sad forever can I? Even if I am. Those fake smiles will cover them up for me. Although it's really hard faking a smile, I don't want anyone to worry for me.
And so, because I was depressed yesterday. I went drinking with a "friend" of mine. I'm not sure if I can even call him my "friend". Because I started off as a fan of him. But to me. I look up to him as a elder brother. Because he accompanied me through the night and listening to my rants and rubbish. Sacrificing his sleep just to be there for me and I really appreciate it :') it'll probably be the first and the last time I'm having this session with him but. I really had fun. :)
I really think I shouldn't be drinking anymore. I never used to have allergies when I drank beer. But I woke up scratching really hard this morning. Fuckinf itchy. Since when did I have allergies? Really fucked up. *scratch scratch*
that's all for now. Xoxo.
Hey just wanna say you didn't leave a good impression on me at first,but you're okay now i guess:) & you>jael. i support you! Her face looks kinda weird&distorted to me. Besides the physical appearance, she's uncouth, her eng sucks, and i bet she's all rotten & screwedup inside, so you go girl! She has no right to say who's childish or not because in the end, everyone turns childish when it comes to love right? just saying.
ReplyDeletebad impression??!?!?! oh god, what did i do to leave that bad impression? :( Aw, thanks sweet thing. But no body is perfect. I am not perfect too. But you can change who you are. Be it for the better or the worst. Aw, yes you're right. People would do anything for the name of love and that's exactly what i'm doing. Thanks so much honey. xx. May i know who you are? (:
ReplyDeletesecret! but you'll be shocked when you find out! haha don't :( im on your side now babe! everyone's like just watching when they'll breakup. it's only a matter of time. anw don't do stupid things, find someone better & don't wait for him, he's a total screwup too.XOXO
ReplyDeleteAwwwwww. they broke up already by the way. thank you for being there for me even though i don't know who you are. RIGHT NOW, can i know who you areeeeeeeeeeee? :D
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