Bitch.

Idk how selfish can i really be. What a bitch i can be in this relationship.

I gave you attitude and brought so many problems for you.

But you held in tight.

I thought i wasn't important in your eyes.

But when you sent me that message, I kept tearing.

I once told you "I'm always giving in cus i love you, cus idw you to leave me, Cus i am afraid of losing you. For once, why can't you make me feel that you're afraid to lose me?"

But you've done so much for me.

Sacrificed so much for me.

I was just too blind to notice it.

Too blind.

I expected so much from you.

I give you attitude almost everyday.

But you tolerated me and held on to this r/s.

I know you tell me everytime to just relax and enjoy this r/s.

I'm trying. But i'm afraid that one day, you'll leave me for some other girl that steps into your life.

A girl that has a better attitude than me.

A girl who's prettier and treats you way better.

A girl that can meet you every single day without fail.

A girl who doesn't make you angry.

A girl that doesn't give you attitude.

A girl that loves you more than i do

I'M SO AFRAID.

CalebKee, i love you. And you're important to me. I've become so dependent because of you. I'm standing strong because of you. You catch me when i fall.

You taught me to bring out the someone in me. You are the reason why i am still in this world.

You are the reason why i live and love.

You are the only person that truly understands me.

I love you...